my result is disappointing me . like seriously , i have not achieved my target and this is total failure . the feeling was almost like being slapped hard on the face and then being forced back to reality harshly . i'm so sad :'(
i've to admit , i played a lot . i slept a lot . most of the time , i'm tired and decided to sleep instead of revising . i'm not fully committed to SPM . now u have to pay for the consequences
on my way back home, i've told my parents ' please don't give me anything. i've not achieved my goal . i've disappointed you . i don't deserve being awarded . i'm sorry :( '
but that night , dad actually gave me quite a huge amount of cash . he said , ' this is for you . buy whatsoever that you want '
i was like what ? why ? and i cried so hard that night and i prayed to Allah to gave me serenity and peacefulness
a day afterward , i bought DSLR . hewhew :) so happy indeed . i'm okay now :)
at the end of the day , dad said ' is it enough ? '
he is so cool :')
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